WOMAN!!!

Aci VI

The events of last night were quite dramatic for me. When Aggie left I was feeling like some one had cut my soul open and all of my life was falling apart. The problem was that I was feeling sorry for myself and not looking at what the real issues were. I was going to lose my convictions to live a moral life (again). As is the case most of the times GOD intervened (again). Here I was willing to forgo my morals for a few minutes or hours of sexual pleasure. What a waste of my life. I HAVE been down that road before and I know what I got out of it. Not much!! Yes I am still fighting the temptation but it also will pass. It is far nobler to a moral healthy life then to compromise ones beliefs. The spiral stair case down tends to get steeper and our dissention faster the farther we go.
I can only thank God and my best friend Sherry in opening my eyes to the truth. I speak of telling the truth often, but as is some times the case I also not do the right thing. There is a difference in telling the truth and doing the right thing. I will always speak the truth but I can also do the wrong thing. I am thankful that my Father is forgiving in all things. Psalm 103 speaks that My Father remembers that I am but dust and as a father forgives his children so will My Father forgive me.
There is a song that The Cathedrals sing it is called Sin Will Take You Farther -then you wanted to go and keep you longer then you wanted to stay. The truth of that song gets clearer and clearer as my life goes along. Yes I am a slow learner but I will learn as time goes on. At this point I am thankful mostly to God for his help through all of this mess. I had given up on my self and did not care what I done or what happened to me. Be fore warned that if you find your self on this slippery slope stop and hit your knees as fast as you can. The price you will pay will far exceed the gain that you will get from what ever sin you are toying with. Moses’ said I would rather suffer with my brethren then to enjoy sin for a season. Ecclesiastes states that there is a time and a season for every thing. There is a time to be sad and a time to be happy there is a time to cry and there is a time to laugh there is a time to plant and a time to pluck up that which is grown a time to love and a time to hate (didn’t think hate was in the bible did you) A time to morn and a time to rejoice.
Look up little children your redemption draweth nigh. Oh ye of little faith if you had the faith the size of mustard seed you can say to this mountain be ye removed from here and it would be removed. Now I wonder why it is that televangelist will state it is because of your faith you are not healed or you’re prays not answered yet they claim to have more faith then most people but yet they can not move mountains. So do all of us have such little faith and it is so small that it could not move a mountain? I know I have never seen a person make the claim that they could move a mountain. LOL

posted by Joe @ 9:09 PM