Saturday, March 18, 2006

Act X



Well here, we are again. I wish I had all of the answers to some of the questions going on in my mind right now. Like am I too quick to jump to conclusions when some thing happens. There are times that I think so and there are times that I do not think so. Just too bring every thing up to date I stated seeing the “I do not date men” we have been together since Christmas. I said before that I think I caught her in a lie and said that I would confront her about it when I saw her. Well the next time I saw her I did talk to her about what I was seeing and she did all she could do to convince me that I was wrong but yet I still had doubts. I think that I did jump to conclusions then and did so again today. I wish that I could just say that it was because of my past that all of this is taking place now. It may very well be. All that I do know is that I have probably screwed the rest of my life up with my own stupidity. So to all of the women out there that may read this I am sorry for all I have said. I have let all of my reasonable thinking ability go right out the window. My life should just end because all I have done is brought hurt and pain to a person that I truly cared for.