WOMAN!!!

ACT XI

Well here, we are about a month from my previous post. First, I must retract my prior statement: So to all of the women out there that may read this I am sorry for all I have said
Allow me to explain why I have to retract that statement. First, the woman that I was seeing has demonstrated to me that I did not jump to conclusions about her or any other woman. THEY ARE ALL LIARS! She had been staying here with me for about the last month or so. About two weeks ago she left me a note saying that she would be home later she had some things to do. Well as you may have guessed she did not come home. When we did get a chance to talk about it I made myself very clear that it was very rude and inconsiderate not to at least call and tell the person that you claim to care about that you will not be home after all. Of course I had to listen to all of her excuses about there was no phone were she was and there was no cell phone service either. One time before that she even used the excuse that she was at the hospital all night. She has never even offered to show me the discharge papers from the hospital. She has all of her lies set so that I feel like a total idiot for even asking her about where she has been. I do not think that I am being possessive or overbearing. In my world people that claim to care about another person then they will do every thing in their power to communicate with that person about things that will effect them or their feelings. This is not the case with her she will continue to do what ever she wants to do with out any regards for my feelings or my concerns. The problem is that we are suppose to move into a house together. So now tonight I am faced with the same dilemma as before she left a note saying she was going to go talk to some people about furniture for the house and right now it is about 4:50 am and she has not called or came home. I told her before I left for work that I would be home around 10 pm but that does not matter I do have a cell phone and it is always on. There is no excuse for her to treat me like I am dog. So I have the choice either to continue to put up with not knowing were she is or if she is all right or what. The short of it is do I continue to put up with her lies or do I end it right now?
Well I have treated her like a person with feeling. I have given her every thing that I was able to give her. Like Respect, Love, Loyalty, and Understanding evidently that is not what she wants so I must let her go to find what she wants. Yes, this is going to hurt pretty bad but in the long run at least I will be able to sleep at nights and not have to worry about a person that I care about if they are ok or not.
Well it is still Another Beautiful Day in Paradise!!
Good night Gracie and Good bye Nova

posted by Joe @ 1:46 AM